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Shahid Buttar's avatar

Thank you for so unflinchingly bearing witness! Your writing feels to me like a vindication of journalism in the U.S.—to the same extent that the work of so many so-called “journalists” has helped degrade it, along with democracy and human rights. https://shahidbuttar.substack.com/p/journalism-has-fueled-the-rise-of

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Robert Argento's avatar

Thank you for this resource as well. It's funny, when I hung the Palestinian flag on my flagpole in front of my circa 1900 rowhome in DC (circa because the records were lost in a fire - it's that old) in the spring of 2024, I was doing it partially because I appalled by the lack of action and partially out of spite because some Zionist destroyed my "Ceasefire Now!" sign. The gift you and others like you have given me is to at least be aware that what happens in Gaza could happen anywhere, but like the flooding and other disasters of climate change, you get so caught up in just day-to-day surviving that you don't really think it'll come soon. And yet, here I am, living under martial law. Wondering if my flagpole, which is currently an LGBTQ flag for Pride that I never got around to changing, will make me a target for some nonsense, but being too stubborn now to take it down. And I still don't have meaningful voting rights! And I spend every day watching everything I built in my unglamorous, mostly public service data analysis job trying to fight the rising tide of house prices get swept away while my friends get laid off or just live in fear of it and my job prospects vanish. All because they think AI can do it, because they have no idea how much care it takes to make meaning out of data. They have no idea how much care anything takes because they have never cared about anything but themselves. Them - the big Them - that starts with Trump but ends with the fucking dingbats walking up and down the National Mall as if anything more than crimes against landscaping happen there. And there aren't enough birds. And yes, I know it sounds crazy but I count things when I'm nervous because my brain is like that which is why I'm good at the data thing and again, I know, crazy, but I'm dead serious: There. Are. Fewer. Birds. Than. There. Should. Be. And I just feel sad, and scared, and tired, and I know this is all a just a mildly chaotic rant but I just needed to say it somewhere and I think this at least is a spot where someone might just hear me. This is terrible, and I'm struggling with it, and if you're struggling too just know you aren't alone. And I hear you too.

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