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Dan's avatar

This is a beautiful essay. As an American history teacher I think about how many missed opportunities we have had as a nation. The greed ate the continent alive. 30 million bison destroyed all the indigenous people shoved on to reservations all for greed. The land has been destroyed and in essence we destroyed ourselves with it.

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Johan Grillo's avatar

It's so wonderful to hear your voice again.

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Yogastah Kuru Karmani's avatar

is there a way to listen?

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Elizabeth D. Leonard's avatar

Reading this I was reminded of Mary Oliver's poems, so many of which are about the nature all around her, that she is observing, but are also about something else entirely: our human struggles and journeys? Thank you for sharing your thoughts and observations and capacity to see so deeply and so far, with us.

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Mollie Katzen's avatar

Masterful, searing writing. I can almost hold/ press it in my hands, like semi soft, timeless clay.

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Sarah Kendzior's avatar

Thank you Mollie!

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Jan's avatar

We are so complicated. And you write beautifully sad about it.

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James Fitzpatrick's avatar

Mesmerizing and so sad...greed and power.

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Mark Epstein's avatar

Hauntingly beautiful, " I want to put in at the present, and dam up the past..."

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John Hamilton Farr's avatar

Masterly. Inspired. Stunning, even. Congratulations!

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Kevin Micchelli's avatar

You are an amazing writer with so much knowledge of things I never knew . It is like I never went to school . Anyway I’m a big fan of all your writing. Your children are so lucky to have a mom with such intelligence and curiosity. Thank you for sharing!

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Steve's avatar

Deeply felt and beautifully written. The ending took my breath away. Thank you.

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Mark Shasha's avatar

Beautiful, bracing essay.

Thank you. My mind lingered on Manifest Destiny and mass murder and the innumerable injustices and toxic waste upon which our nation rests. What an undeserving lot we Americans really are.

And yet, when I hear ‘American Dream’ I see a north star to the First Amendment and a radiant constellation of “self-evident” equalities.

Your journey over unknown graves

reminded me of this poem by Baudelaire:

“This heavy burden to uplift,

O Sysiphus, thy pluck is required!

And even though the heart aspired,

Art is long and Time is swift.

“Afar from sepulchres renowned,

To a graveyard, quite apart,

Like a broken drum, my heart,

Beats the funeral marches' sound.

“Many a buried jewel sleeps

In the long-forgotten deeps,

Far from mattock and from sound;

“Many a flower wafts aloft

Its perfumes, like a secret soft,

Within the solitudes, profound.”

- Baudelaire

“Ill Luck”

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𝓙𝓪𝓼𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓦𝓸𝓵𝓯𝓮's avatar

Amazing.

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Sharon Senkiew's avatar

I always look forward to your writings and photographs, Sarah.

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Sarah Kendzior's avatar

Thanks! I’m really glad to have a place where I can publish photos, I can’t do that with my books (though I’m hoping maybe a little for the next one)

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John William Stacy's avatar

Fantastic! Thanks again for connecting the dots of hard truths with such beautiful writing. I’m definitely ready for the new book.

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Brian Walter's avatar

Your post reminded me of this old favorite poem, which now sounds innocent, almost quaint, next to the dark truths that you embed within your idyll. "Green boughs arise/ Through all the boundless backward of the eyes . . . " Thank you again, Sarah. https://voetica.com/poem/1733

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Richard Paz's avatar

Haunting prose and powerful when punctuated with unvarnished historical and political intersections. Will this be included in ‘The Last American Road Trip’? (if so, hope it includes end notes for the Midwest history nerds)

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Sarah Kendzior's avatar

It's not in there, but The Last American Road Trip is in the same vein as this piece. If you like this, you'll definitely like the book!

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